What if?

It was the week before I went back to work, and we desperately needed food in the house.  I thought I can't go there, no way I'll just have to wait until Mark gets home.  Then I thought, why can't I bring him there? It's only grocery shopping how hard can it be......but it was my first time with the baby and I was extremely terrifed. Why you ask? Well let's see..what If he wakes up in a screaming fit and demands to continue until I take him out. What if the cart tips over with him in it.  What if he has a "blow out" and it calls for an emergency change of diaper / outfit...so on and so on.. I don't know maybe these are not normal thoughts, and I over thought this outting a bit too much buttt I can tell you I've never been in and out of the grocery store as fast as this day.  My heart was racing the entire time,I was out of breath and I believe I even broke a sweat!  Mason was awesome and slept the entire time for Mama, yeah! 1st trip = success..let's see how long this streak lasts.   Maybe we'll do it again...in a few months? haha.